Counting Down...
As the days countdown to my final last day in DSP, I start to develop mixed feelings within myself. Started off with feeling so liberated and the thought that I'll be free from DSP's clutches after 2.5 yrs made me look forward to my last day. All in all, I just wanted to end my days in horrible place asap.
I told myself to leave quietly, to leave in low profile - I didnt want those customary final lunch sessions with different groups of colleagues and whathavyou. In fact, I only told 2 colleagues personally lor.
But then DSP is forever a bustling place. Words and gossips fly and whirl around the work environment. With my resignation just finalized yesterday only, I had an overwhelming flood of msn conversations asking me WhyWhatWhenAndHow. Colleagues who used to be nonexistent or oblivious to me suddenly appeared out of nowhere. Colleagues who used to be nasty suddenly became so nice. Of cos, I shld have known better that everything's just a show. Thankfully I'm only left wif 4 available days for such lunch appt. Gotta choose properly! :)
Started to handover my stuff now to colleagues, and wrapping up the things that I have on hand. Also told a few of my customers abt my decision and they were all stunned. Suddenly I felt sad. I cant bear to leave. Its been my second home for 2.5 yrs.. Sigh. Afterall, I really did put in alot of my hard work, efforts and enthusiasm in my work..
But nevertheless, I know theres no looking back. Its time to move on, whether or not its greener pastures out there. One thing for sure, if I still dun wanna step out of my comfort zone niw, I never will.. :)
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