Random Ramblings.
Being materialistic. Is it a crime? I seem to be slightly affected by ppls' words and comments. I'm still mindful of what ppl say and view. Why is that so? It's my life ultimately.
But I feel this whirlpool of feelings and thoughts churning within me. I ought to purge them out. The past is history, ain't it? Things of the past are meant not to be resurfaced again. I probably need to adjust my mentality right. I need assistance.
I still feel sick. Been feeling like this for the past few days. Havent slept well for hours too. Been turning and tossing on bed, distinctly waking up at almost single half hour at night. Yes, you read me right. Every single half hour. I'm now thus basked in super dark eye rings and a colourless pale face.
What's wrong with me? Maybe it's my exam stress. Maybe because I'm still jobless. Maybe I have been stressing myself out too much recently. I think I think too much. I need some changes. Positive changes. Or maybe some surpise elements will do some help. I need some reassurance probably. Or maybe I think too much.
I need to try to sleep.