Last night was probably the worst quarrel that we ever had. I had another bout of being slammed down the phone. No sms, no nothing last night and this morning. I was left to fend for myself this morning. Felt devastatingly irresponsible. After anger, I felt my disappointment. Huge disappointment.
It started off with just a slight raise of my voice in the car that resulted in this. Wtf. I kept asking, is it worth and necessary getting so raked up over such minor issues? Assumptions and assumptions. I hate assumptions. That's why, I always bother to ask even if it gets you irritated. Respect? Who's who and what's what? Where's that respect and giving face that I have been emphasizing about? Apparently they haven't been registered at all. Why the hell get so pissed over such small minute matters when there's so much more macro major issues to worry about? See things in the long term and macro view pls.
I have been busying around sch and work. Attended lessons everyday last week, went starbucks to study straight after work on Monday, cancelled away all my dinner appointments this week. I'm stressed and very tied up. While I have been emphasizing in seeking solace and reliance in the other, I feel the otherwise recently..
It's at times like this when I feel despair and disappintment. During the lunch conversation today, I still couldn't control my tears flowing down.. The extent of my disappintment is simply beyond words...
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