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My Blue Monday.
Monday, June 21, 2010

To the one who left for Tibet this morning.

I did not send any sms nor my well wishes. I merely left a tweet, wishing him a safe flight there. He said, "based on our r/s, he thought he deserved much more than a tweet". And I thought so too. But somehow, I just didnt sms him. Maybe because I was too preoccupied and caught up wif my school work over the past two weekends. Maybe because I was sick as well. Or maybe, there are other reasons as well...

Read thru his 50 blog entries this morning. Some of the entries almost brought tears to my eyes. I could almost feel his anguish and torment that he's going through. The songs that were chosen, were filled with much sadness and the lyrics depicted what he's going through. I know that, if there's anything in the world that he or myself could do to just turn back time, to set things right, we would do so - if only we were given the chance. But life's like that. There's no turning back. You are only allowed to move forward and hope that, something will be better in store for us. Hoping that there will be a twist of fate, to set everything right again.

It made me wonder, seriously, why did things turn out this way. Why Why Why. I cant help but start to lament and feel sorry for myself again. Am I just trying to drown myself in my studies? Thankfully, I'm glad I enrolled for this MOF studies. It's given me a goal in life from now till August next year. But sometimes, yes, I don't deny that I still do feel empty and lonely at times. Especially when the friends around me are getting married one by one, or having kids one by one.. I know that my circle of friends is getting lesser and lesser due to different commitments. I admit that, as much as I am independent, I still hope for that "someone" to rely on in times like this...

Seriously, I ask the one up there again... What else do you have in store for me?

Its added a much more darker shade to my already blue monday...

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