Thankiew.
"I hope you can be happy and xinfu then I can be happy..."The same statement, the same kind of scenario, the same kind of parting setting last night.
Sounds way too familiar. It's been 4 years, and I'm still back at square 1.
Tell me what does it mean by, having lost faith in love and relationships.
Attempt after attempt. I deem myself having tried hard enough. But trying hard doesnt equate to having the results that you desire. Tell me about the countless trips I have drove down to Loyang temple for solace and comfort.
Looking at the ppl around me, basked in marriage and bliss, occupied with kids and commitment, I had hoped soooo much that I can be part of this group too. But life's been unfair to me, just like how I've been unfair to ppl as well. I've made mistakes in life, and I've tried to atone for them. I've tried to move on, and I've tried to change for the better.
Glancing back, thanks for that brief period of good (and bad) times that you've brought me. You brought back the laughter and smiles into my life that were robbed away, though alas, these good times were not being prolonged. You're a great guy with lots of love and devotion.. Its a pity that we still didn't work out in the end, due to the lack of faith and confidence that I no longer have in love and relationships. Find someone better than me, who can appreciate you better ok! I've got confidence in you :)Its a new chapter for me, starting this 30th August. I shall continue to persevere, in search for 我要的那片天空...
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