Drained.
I'm tired. After what seemed like a rough week, I'm drained.
I still made it for blading last night after work, cos I wanted to vent my pent-up frustration through the adrenaline feeling. Wanted to feel the strong wind blowing hard across my face. Wanted to feel the sweat and perspiration dripping down my face and body. But somehow, I just didnt manage to get the momentum at all. My legs behaved like they didnt belong to myself. Felt that I was walking, rather than blading. And somehow, I didnt really sweat at all. Not sure if its the midweek symptoms, but everything just felt un-right last nite.
Drove home, to find some China relatives at my place. Oh yah. How could I have forgot abt that? Some distant relatives from China will be staying over at my place for like 2-3 weeks? And we gotta play host again. Grrr. Wanted to discuss wif mum and dad abt the imminent issue, but they were too busy entertaining the China ppl. Ended up, I did my own findings and research thru that vast collection of invoices and delivery orders, drafted out my whatseemedok letter, going to bed at almost 2am, and now.. trying to prepare myself mentally for the meeting later. Sigh.
I'm stressed. Definitely I am. Like my parents are totally relying me on this issue. How to fight our way out?
Its the IT fair today. I'm supposed to buy my Vaio desktop today. But why does everything seem to clash together?
I havent met him at all for this week. Our usual tuesday meet up was being shelved away by me. "
Why cant you get your brother to help out too?" was the reply I got. Sigh. Newcomers into my life will never understand the family predicament and situation that I will
always be in. How will I ever get them to understand? Or rather, in the first place.. Do I want to educate them in my family sense?
I dont know. I'm drained.
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