"I'm seriously not in a good mood now, plus I'm in office, I dunno what to do with your call. I also suffered a bad r/s, mine may not be as bad as yours but it wasn't easy for me to pick up from there. You can call it fate, or love at first sight, when we met again, it just came straight to me mind that you're gonna be the one. One lesson learnt from the previous r/s for me is never to put in so much in case I cant pick up from thereafter. Cos when it comes to heart matters, I'm weak and cannot be hurt. With you, I put aside my past bad experience and gave you unconditional love. But all along, I'm really scared that I will love you more than your feelings for me and if I were to be hurt by you, it will really strike me very hard. And it really happened today."
After reading your msg, it striked me really hard too.
And it set me reflecting on my actions.
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