Finally made the irrevocable decision last friday. Been rambling and rattling over this for the past 2 years, as far as I can remember. Pity those ppl around me who have been lending me their listening ears (Yes, a big Thankiew to you guys. You know who you are!)
Been dreading this unavoidable talk with the DD this morning. Eventually got it over and done within an hour's time. It was a rather frank and bold conversation, I would say.
Took the bold step out, stepped out of my comfort zone. Even though the future seems grey and uncertain, I'm feeling intensely liberated that I have left that hell place. The place where I have grown, matured, teared, laughed, soured, and seen the cruel ugly side of human beings. Still, despite these, I still have this irrational and sophomoric thing in me that I still trust ppl, or rather I still stupidly give them the benefit of doubt. How many times have I been deceived and betrayed. Why, seriously, have I not learnt my lesson. I really ought to be more cunning, in order to survive in this world.
That being said, ok, its all over. All the alumni members will definitely agree with me. Never look back. =)
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