During the car conversation in the journey home last night with my bro, he then realised I've all along been acting strong. Thing is, have I been really acting strong or have I really become stronger throughout the course of coming 4 years. Both he and I know and acknowledged some of the things that I have changed so much for the better and stronger, for the sake of myself. But of course, if given a choice.....
Life's been still unfair to me, or maybe I just have too high expectations of myself. Nevertheless, admist all these fear and depressing stuff, I shall continue to move on, to the greener pastures in life.. to be stronger and more independent. I'm gonna pack my program with more stuff. Pick up my butt and go for that hot yoga lessons. Trim down my belly to go for that belly dancing class. Smile more to make myself more approachable. Try applying more to increase my chances of changing job. Maybe even engaging myself in more social work to realize probably how fortunate I am... And hopefully, life can treat me better...
有时候太坚强 笑容却填不满眼眶
越是想要隐藏 歌声就唱的更响亮
直到入到心底最深处
你不要追问我 还缺了些什么
每个人都有梦 幸福总站在最远方
心中越是渴望 越是不敢伸手拥抱
谁的心是我最后一站
我常问我自己 现在还没有个答案
我不是你想象那么勇敢
多想让你保护 能流泪一场
让我放下武装 像个孩子一样
单纯的把爱情放在你心上
我不是你想象那么勇敢
多想让你知道我也要个伴
放下讨厌武装 像个孩子一样
单纯的把爱情放在你心上
我不是你想象的那么勇敢
To end off, its still a glooooomy monday morning. I lugged myself to the MRT station and to work this morning... Boo.
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