Today's the 2nd day of training, but I feel my stress level building up enormously that left me almost breathless. I have 14 Internal Exams and 8 CFMAS Modules Exams to take within the next 2 months. And not forgetting, I've got 1 more exam and test coming up from my Masters.
Omg. Why did I get myself in this shit, seriously? Just the thought of it, already drained out all my energy. How am I going to do it? It was that bad that, I was harboring 2nd thoughts today. Should I put a hold to my current Masters module - but that would mean I have to stay back for a year. Or have I chose to enter banking at a wrong time - but that was what I wanted in the first place right, its now or never!
Either way, I'm stuck. I think I'm going to be so worn out at the end of these 2 months. It's gonna be my worst 2 months ever... How am I going to compete wif those fresh grads?
Oh, and talking abt fresh grads. 80% of the class are fresh grads, believe it or not. Out from uni, fresh, young and dynamic. Now I understand why banks prefer fresh grads instead. And talking abt fresh grads, it makes me wonder how come these girls are able to own chanel, prada, rolex, 1-carat rocks when this is their first job..
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