Sometimes I wonder...
... If my heart is dead. *horror gasps!!*
Been asked "
the question" a million times these few days during CNY visiting. Been advised a billion times to lower my criteria. Been instructed a zillion times not to turn up alone next CNY. Okay. I shall try my best - My answer back to them.
Of course I'm stressed. Why not? Especially when my age crawls nearer to the digit 30.
Wif VDay inching nearer, friends have started asking wif WHOM am I going to spend
theday wif. Seriously, I do hope to spend the day alone. I dun wish to commit to any of them. They may be of good calibre, and they have really shown much patience. Not that I havent tried, but my heart doesnt seem to be able to open up to them at all. *pouts mouth*
Sometimes, I wish that I can be left alone. Ya, just alone. Take for example today - I meant to just stay at home to rest, alone. To have my "alone time". BUT I've got calls and sms coming in as early as since 6 plus am today! Yes - you know who you are. *grins* Ended up CNY visiting at a colleague's place and I still ended up at the MJ table la. *pouts mouth again* Ended up, I blew away a surprise, a dinner appointment, a movie request and another night MJ session. Ya, I disappointed 4 people today. And I'm running the risk of chasing away the potential beaus.
Conclusion. I'm probably not ready for any new relationship now. Or maybe, I just havent met the right one yet.
Or maybe, my heart is already dead...
Labels: CNY, love, mj
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